New Year....2005

Hello all. I don't know if anyone even checks my blog as I haven't written in so long. So many things have happened. On December 1st I resigned from my job in Virginia. Then...a few short days later on December 9th I packed up and moved back to Texas. So...here I am...back in Texas...living at home.

It has been a huge adjustment. I left my best friends back in Virginia and I am going to miss them terribly. And...I left the man I love back there also. I have struggled with so many emotions. And now...I am empty. This holiday season was nothing to me. I didn't even celebrate the new year...I was in bed before 10pm. But I guess some years are just going to be that way.

Good things have happened though. The main one is my committment to the gym. I have lost alot of weight and I am so excited to continue the work. It is my outlet...and for once in my life I am choosing a good outlet for my feelings.

So...here we are at the beginning of a new year. This year marks my 10 year high school reunion. It is hard to think that I have been out of high school for 10 years. I thought I would be in such a different place 10 years after graduating.

Well...I guess this is all I have to say for now. Happy New Year!